Confusion

I don't know what to do anymore. Obviously my boyfriend doesn't care....Well that's what I think. It's so annoying!! I love him but I really need to fix things.

Our Song...

Kat- Yes, I told him 2 act crazy... and you gotta do what's right. makeout or catch the bus. I want 2 make out w/ blue eyes but i doubt it. I'm hungry/tired, I'm also confused....sigh :| and btw it's calculator. im waiting for sgt.who to move to give this back. omg i miss being touched in that way, although its wrong. blue eyes doest do it, does that make me a hot/whore??? Help me Miaso.

Miaso- No it doesn't make u a hoe/whore.. sometimes i miss it too. and what about sgt.who? Sometimes I wish Cutie will do it but I also don't want him to. Doesn't Blue Eyes pushes you against the wall n' stuff. Like the stuff Cutie and I do??

Kat- NO! zi wish. I have to to pull him 2 me. Urgh! I want it 2 speed up but not THAT fast. you know and URGH! IDK

Miaso- The speed that me and Cutie are going? Were going a normal speed I think..

Kat- No, idk the speed. but I know what I want, does that make sense.?

Miaso- Yes that does make sense. You want things to go fast like Bugs Bunny did with you...

Kat- You know me waaayyy 2 well.

Miaso- But you know Blue Eyes not going to do it unless u ask him "Have u ever finger someone before? or do u that kind of stuff like making out??" Questions like that. You get my point?

Kat- Yeah. But I don't WANT to have to ask him, he should know. Did u see how long it took him 2 even kiss me. The 1st day he said he loved me, but talk is fucking cheap. Very cheap. Trust And Know.

Miaso- He's just really slow at this stuff just saying. You got to talk to him sometimes u can't always go with the flow.

Kat- URGH!! NO! He's the guy I shouldn't have to make the decisions

Dude, what are u telling him!!?? Shut up. U know what I'm going to get u back

Miaso- I asked him if he likes it slow or fast and he said in the middle

Kat- That makes no sense! URGH. What's in the middle? I mean really

First note between us.. (:

Bambi- So what's up (I'm going to call you Elli, okay)

Thumper- Oh okay and nothing just stuck in class, what about you?

Bambi- Nothing much. I'm stuck in a problem. *Poo*

Thumper- Oh what's the problem?

Bambi- I still like Bugs Bunny, but I also like someone else, I like Bugs Bunny more, but you're dating him, (btw, I think he's planning on kissing you) and I don't want that to ruin me/you friendship.

Thumper- Who's the other boy? You can like Bugs Bunny and it's not going to ruin our friendship

Bambi- My Dominican friend, Rayniel. He's in the D.R right NOW. And I'm boy crazy, so it's not okay if i like Bugs Bunny! (are you going to homecoming!)

Thumper- Oh okay, I'm also boy crazy.. I can't really make up my mind and I can't go to homecoming wbu???

Bambi- I might go, how long do you stay in a relationship?

Thumper- Usually a few months/weeks/days lolx... wbu??? How long did you go out with Bugs Bunny?

Bambi- We went out twice, so it depends. The longest relationship I ever had was 3 months, 5 weeks.

Curiosity

Miaso- Heyy...anything happen today during lunch??? Yesterday I told my friend to text Bugs Bunny saying dick cause I was really mad at Bugs Bunny well not mad I was really annoyed.

Aubri- No, nothing really.. Miaso do you trust me? And be completely honest no matter the answer I promise I won't get mad.

Miaso- Yes I do trust you.

Aubri- Well trust me when I say you should break up with Bugs Bunny. I don;t really all know to explain it without hurting you but trust me before he hurts you.

Miaso- Explain it???

Aubri- Your staying after school right? I'm going to show you something but remember you can't say anything to Bugs Bunny because you promised whatever we talk about stays between the two of us!! (:

Mommy Daddy Please

hey guys it's Aubri here... I want you to check out this song and tell me what you think:

 Is it wrong to feel this way?
the tears are there, and there they'll stay.
they dont fall but here i break away
is it wrong to say im scared?
the phone rings, yet no one's there
my heart beats to the shallow drums of silence (silence)


I hear them scream even though they should be laughing
can you hear their hearts say mommy daddy take the pain away (away)
so where are you now? cant you hear my cry for help?
Thought you were there for me (for me)
Mommy daddy save me (save me)
Mommy daddy please


All i see is darkness and all i feel is pain
so here i stand suffering and hating you for whats happening
you're miles away and further each and everyday
No one cares you're not there
So is it safe to say this is goodbye?
this is the end, i think
is my savior king here with me?


I hear them scream even though they should be laughing
can you hear their hearts say mommy daddy take the pain away (away)
so where are you now? cant you hear my cry for help?
Thought you were there for me (for me)
Mommy daddy save me (save me)
Mommy daddy please
I hear them scream even though they should be laughing
can you hear their hearts say mommy daddy take the pain away (away)
so where are you now? cant you hear my cry for help?
Thought you were there for me (for me)
Mommy daddy save me (save me)
Mommy daddy please


Mommy daddy please

(Rap): hey yo' pops bangin' at your door here come the cops

they sittin' here telling you to identify your son
when the truth is you dont know where he is
yelling you son-of-a-gun
when you were just careless enough not to know all the pain that your son's going through
So mommy daddy please listen to your son's heart beat


I hear them scream even though they should be laughing
can you hear their hearts say mommy daddy take the pain away (away)
so where are you now? cant you hear my cry for help?
Thought you were there for me (for me)
Mommy daddy save me (save me)
Mommy daddy please

mommy daddy please
mommy daddy
mommy daddy
please


hope you guys like my song and trust and know there will be plenty more!!!!

Don't get mad at me Misao Lynn

Okay dont get mad at me but i slapped bugs bunny  butt, we were playing around but idk if he knows it was me or esme. anyway we were playing around ( me and chris), slapping each others ass and tickling each other and when we weere walking down da hall esme grabbed his hands and i slapped his ass then we turned around and left. ( i dont like him either ). and also i dont think, well i know i dont like thompson anymmore..........

Of course guys are going to make excuses, if they make excuses that means you better get down to the situation and figure out things... I know this is really not a blog blog but oh well I just wanted to say this to the girls and just give them heads up.. (:

Notes

Bambi- I am mad! I can't believe he has a girlfriend! (Not Really)

Thumper- Oh okay.. I wouldn't thought he will have a gf... Bugs Bunny and I are going to skip practice today

Babmi- You're giving in?

Thumper- Nope, me and him is just going to hang out and do things but not like that though.

Bambi- Oh. I don't care if your giving in, but if you do, I'm not going to be one of those people who'll drop you as a friend. I'll support you all the way. I promise

Thumper- Really, that's sweet but i know I'm not going to get pregnant in high school and me and Bugs Bunny was actually planning when to do it... I was like okay... Well then


Bambi- What'd he say?


Thumper- I can't really remember what he said, but he said this though "I want you to be my first" And I was like ok..( side comment: bull s***!!! LOLX)


Bambi- Yeah, you told me that part. Do you still want to be a virgin?


Thumper- I kind of want to be a virgin still but I don't want to give in though... to be honest, I'm kind of scared to give in...


Bambi- Listen to your heart. Don't jump off the bridge because you're being pressured to. do it because you want too and because your not afraid to. (it's an expression)


Thumper- Oh okay, thanks and I'm kind of being pressured but me and Bugs Bunny agreed on taking things slow and not fast.


Bambi- Your slow and his slow is two different things, TRUST ME! 


Thumper- Oh okay, what is his slowness??


Bambi- His slow is kinda fast. He let his body and hormones control him instead of thinking. And... never mind i don't know if i should tell u


Thumper- Oh okay and tell me... I want to know.


Bambi- His mom told his dad that he needs to him (Bugs Bunny) about being sexually active and that since he's a minor that he could get sent to juvey (get in trouble) but im not suppose to know this and neither are you...


Thumper- Oh okay so Bugs Bunny had sexually activity before??


Bambi- I don't think he's eva had sex but idk, but him touching certain parts of our body is the first step of being sexually active (you know the average guy thinks about sex every second) and if he get caught it can go on his record permanatly. 


Thumper- Oh okay I get it now I kind of got confuse, Bugs Bunny doing sexually activity kind of with me sort of..


Bambi- Don't be fooled, he does it with all his girlfriends. Don't tell anyone but I want to lose my virginity in college, but I don't want to be considered a hoe.


Thumper- It's okay if you don't want to lose your virginity in high school... I don't really want to have sex in high school but I'm tempted to though... 


Bambi- Go ahead, I told you I'll be there for you no matter what. To be honest I like the sexual guys but I don't like them too sexual like some guys. I've never told any one but you. Only cause I trust you though, plus people like to gossip and judge.


Thumper- Oh okay, awww I feel so special lolx and I'm not going to tell no one, I trust you too and I'm not sure if I want to lose my virginity.. ( Not planning on it till I probably get married, to be honest...) 


Bambi- Just do what I told you to. Listen to your heart and besides no one said you had to chose now, not unless you really really want to. Do you want to?


Thumper- Umm no, I rather wait.


Bambi- Well good lolx.. (: