Confusion

I don't know what to do anymore. Obviously my boyfriend doesn't care....Well that's what I think. It's so annoying!! I love him but I really need to fix things.

Our Song...

Kat- Yes, I told him 2 act crazy... and you gotta do what's right. makeout or catch the bus. I want 2 make out w/ blue eyes but i doubt it. I'm hungry/tired, I'm also confused....sigh :| and btw it's calculator. im waiting for sgt.who to move to give this back. omg i miss being touched in that way, although its wrong. blue eyes doest do it, does that make me a hot/whore??? Help me Miaso.

Miaso- No it doesn't make u a hoe/whore.. sometimes i miss it too. and what about sgt.who? Sometimes I wish Cutie will do it but I also don't want him to. Doesn't Blue Eyes pushes you against the wall n' stuff. Like the stuff Cutie and I do??

Kat- NO! zi wish. I have to to pull him 2 me. Urgh! I want it 2 speed up but not THAT fast. you know and URGH! IDK

Miaso- The speed that me and Cutie are going? Were going a normal speed I think..

Kat- No, idk the speed. but I know what I want, does that make sense.?

Miaso- Yes that does make sense. You want things to go fast like Bugs Bunny did with you...

Kat- You know me waaayyy 2 well.

Miaso- But you know Blue Eyes not going to do it unless u ask him "Have u ever finger someone before? or do u that kind of stuff like making out??" Questions like that. You get my point?

Kat- Yeah. But I don't WANT to have to ask him, he should know. Did u see how long it took him 2 even kiss me. The 1st day he said he loved me, but talk is fucking cheap. Very cheap. Trust And Know.

Miaso- He's just really slow at this stuff just saying. You got to talk to him sometimes u can't always go with the flow.

Kat- URGH!! NO! He's the guy I shouldn't have to make the decisions

Dude, what are u telling him!!?? Shut up. U know what I'm going to get u back

Miaso- I asked him if he likes it slow or fast and he said in the middle

Kat- That makes no sense! URGH. What's in the middle? I mean really